This was both difficult and important to write, for me, and I...I think the best way to say it is I appreciate being listened to.
The losing it...was terrible. Sometimes denial is a really good tool; that's what got me through. I can--ha, things you learn when you write. I can Not-Think with the best of them. (and I wrote 5000 words of someone Not Thinking so hard it made my head hurt. Hah. Know thyself.)
The not having it...it wasn't the end of the world. I was happy. I did cool things. I am, in fact, neglecting some of those cool things at the moment; having yet another medium in which I can develop WiPs is perhaps less than ideal. :) But goodness, I'm glad to have my stories back.
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Date: 2013-01-18 03:25 am (UTC)This was both difficult and important to write, for me, and I...I think the best way to say it is I appreciate being listened to.
The losing it...was terrible. Sometimes denial is a really good tool; that's what got me through. I can--ha, things you learn when you write. I can Not-Think with the best of them. (and I wrote 5000 words of someone Not Thinking so hard it made my head hurt. Hah. Know thyself.)
The not having it...it wasn't the end of the world. I was happy. I did cool things. I am, in fact, neglecting some of those cool things at the moment; having yet another medium in which I can develop WiPs is perhaps less than ideal. :) But goodness, I'm glad to have my stories back.